NuRuL SinGing Off ~ Hi all! its been quite a long time since my last post huh'? HMm.. as what you readers can read out the title above, "Reality Of Life".. Talking bout life, there's always an obsticles.. because of these obsticles, some people gives up and leads themself to suicide but there's also some people out there who keeps on standing.. bearing the pain that they've gone through -n- keeps on smiling, pretending to be happy though its all fake! after all, life must go on right?
As i step out to the world of reality.. Gosh! i just can't believe all the things that happens around me.. to turn back the time is of cause impossible.. but to continue this life by stepping forward, im afraid im too weak to hold on to it.. i can't just keep myself quiet -n- let things happen but what can i do? everything's going too fast.. what's left for me is to learn from every scene that've happen to the people around me.. im worry bout what's gonna happen next.. Oh how i wish to be strong enough to go through this life..
Dear close friends of mine,
im so sorry for not being by your side when you need me..
i felt so sorry for not giving you a shoulder to cry on..
the confort that you need.. hopping so hard for you to forgive me..
Oh please forgive me..
every single story that you've shared to me..
i do understand the pain that you've gone through..
but i just can't feel the pain that you've felt..
i can't forgive myself..
how can i not see the tears in your eyes? -n- fell the pain in your silence?
what i've always saw is only smiles in your face without realising its all a fake!
Once again i beg for your forgiveness as i've not be a good friend of yours..
im so sorry.. ='(
Your sincerely,
~ NuRuL ~
Before i end my post today, i would like to inform all my friends that you all are not forgotten. i miss you all so much! wish to meet you all soon.. Love you! MmuUaCkz!! (",)
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