Monday, July 25, 2005
Haizz.. i kinda miss my "old" brother sooo much! he's now seldom at home.. He'll always be soooo free for his fiancee even though he's actually not! and he'll always be toooo busy for his own family.. gosh! he's the only son in the family.. don't he know his responsibilities?! dosen't he have any family?! dosen't he have any home?! why must he meet his own family once a month! while meeting with his finacee and her family once a day or more?! is she and her family are much more important than his own family?! is she the only one can make his life complete?! i just couldn't understand this life.. it's just too complicated to understand.. hmm guess wat?! i've just receive a call from him.. wat the hell shit is he talking about sa! he want me to send his cloths to his working place.. why cant he just go home and change? saying that ur working hard till don't have the time to be with ur family but end up still borrowing money from people.. eh hello!! u call that working 24 hours?! wat the hell shit is this?! Damn it!! u'll be such a nice, great brother when u need a favour from ur sis.. is this the way u treat us?! haizz.. sometime.. i feel like having no brother is better.. as days have passed.. u're making me to hate u more and more.. what makes u change anyway?! u're not like this before.. u are the one who i praised most as my elderst siblings.. but what have u become now? when will my brother come back? my brother whom i loves most.. i really miss his..
NuRuL SinGing Off ~
5:28 PM